Feeling majorly defeated right now. The past almost 3 years of my life I have had more test ran on me than I can count. I do not control my body anymore it has taken over control of me and made my life a living hell. I can't enjoy basic foods, i had to give up hot sauce, jalapenos, corn, broccoli, garlic and much more. I live in constant fear of food in general all because I never know how it will affect me. I live a lifestyle where eating food then throwing it up is what my body does. The heartburn, the stomach pains all of it accompany that. I take pills 4 times a day just to be able to do basic things and even attempt to live a normal life. I eat such small portions of food that even a small piece of pizza can be filling. I drop weight quickly and then i feel worse cause not only did i lose it inan unhealthy way. I get tired some days by just simply being awake. Im wasting away with whatever my body has and the doctors have no solution.