Can I just get super sappy and weird for a moment. I just heard Top Of Rock Bottom for the first time in a little while and It reminded me of so many bottoms in my life. I was hugely depressed naive person that spent her senior year in HS and the following like 3 or 4 years thinking that everyone could be my friend. I thought the world around me was perfect and I didnt know that I lived in this bubble. I was wrong. I shelled out loads for a person I considered my best friend that I in the end found out would rather be friends with my own mother than even be around for me. "I'm gonna be just fine, is my most favorite lie" < that was me back then. Even to this day I feel like I ruin friendships with people because I sit and wait for things to turn out like my last friendships. I used to feel so misunderstood. I still do. I love music. I like it loud and in various varieties and while everyone is thinking about the future Im still sitting in my bubble with my headphones on.