@chelsiesparks
Detroit Rock City | Crüehead | Mayor of Nellyville | Boy Band Enthusiast | Disney Princess | Ravenclaw |
Im having such a major struggle right now internally. It hurts more so much but at the same time I feel numb to it. I try not to be a negative person because ive been to the darkside and survived such crazy things in life but I have such a negative outlook at this point. Ive spent a majority of my life taking a said 'family members' negativity towards me. The kind of negativity where digs are thrown constantly and its assumed I do nothing. I finally after years defended myself the other day and then was attacked by not just one but two 'family members' where it was again said I do nothing. My birthday is coming up and it was asked if I wanted to invite them or not and I sit here struggling for the words somewhat and struggling to have a positive mind. Do I invite the person or persons who bring negativity into my life every single time they are around to dinner to celebrate or do I do what is best for me and not. Im struggling with whats right and what is best for me personally. :/
9 years ago
Just because they're family doesn't mean they'll treat you right. You are not going to get along with everyone in your family.
If other people are noticing enough to ask you if you want to invite them, the answer should be no.
"Family" doesn't mean everything if they're not going to respect you. Life is too short to surround yourself with negativity and things that bring you down.
9 years ago
Kind of what I've been thinking about it all. I guess I just care too much in some ways to give up :/
9 years ago
I know the feeling. I have a bad reputation for bending over backwards for people who don't deserve it, but it gets to the point where you have to take care of yourself and your well being first. No one should make you feel less then you're worth.
9 years ago
Im having such a major struggle right now internally. It hurts more so much but at the same time I feel numb to it. I try not to be a negative person because ive been to the darkside and survived such crazy things in life but I have such a negative outlook at this point. Ive spent a majority of my life taking a said 'family members' negativity towards me. The kind of negativity where digs are thrown constantly and its assumed I do nothing. I finally after years defended myself the other day and then was attacked by not just one but two 'family members' where it was again said I do nothing. My birthday is coming up and it was asked if I wanted to invite them or not and I sit here struggling for the words somewhat and struggling to have a positive mind. Do I invite the person or persons who bring negativity into my life every single time they are around to dinner to celebrate or do I do what is best for me and not. Im struggling with whats right and what is best for me personally. :/
9 years ago
Just because they're family doesn't mean they'll treat you right. You are not going to get along with everyone in your family.
If other people are noticing enough to ask you if you want to invite them, the answer should be no.
"Family" doesn't mean everything if they're not going to respect you. Life is too short to surround yourself with negativity and things that bring you down.
9 years ago
Motley Crue Don't Go Away Mad Just Go Away
Trying to find outfit inspiration and had to share this because it is hilariously sassy.
And normally I'm a Nikki Sixx kind of girl but Vince is A++ in this vid.
9 years ago
Okay wait a minute... @amandacarmela @wijangco12 .... Are you guys twins?
9 years ago
@Lamoni I don't want to be your friend anymore.
9 years ago
MY COUSIN JACK IS EVEN COOLER THAN MY COUSIN HULA HOOPIN HAILEY! @LAMONI
9 years ago
Where dat music at tho
9 years ago
Okay wait a minute... @amandacarmela @wijangco12 .... Are you guys twins?
9 years ago
I was laying in bed and for some reason it just clicked.
It was that damn blog title.
I feel like everyone knew but me lol
9 years ago
Dont Look Back - [School Boy Humor]
,<3 <3 <3
9 years ago
thats why the dad bod is a thing now because everyone is tired of hot jerks.
9 years ago
lololol. Its a trend that will die soon anyways. health kicks are all the rage now
9 years ago
I feel like there has always been those who are super into fitness and those who are okay being frumpy. That will never change. The dad bod thing is really just a trend that's highlighting what already existed.
9 years ago
Dont Look Back - [School Boy Humor]
,<3 <3 <3
9 years ago
I'm just kidding. I know what you're saying. He was so arrogant and full of himself.
9 years ago
thats why the dad bod is a thing now because everyone is tired of hot jerks.
9 years ago
Dont Look Back - [School Boy Humor]
,<3 <3 <3
9 years ago
I'm just kidding. I know what you're saying. He was so arrogant and full of himself.
9 years ago
Dont Look Back - [School Boy Humor]
,<3 <3 <3
9 years ago
but it means nothing if you are full of it and flaunt it all time lol. still <3 him though and the rest of that group but eh.
9 years ago
hahaha but abs....
9 years ago
Dont Look Back - [School Boy Humor]
,<3 <3 <3
9 years ago
Once Anthony asked to take a picture with me and was like wait hold on I have to take my shirt off.....
I was just like Phil is hotter. Byyyeeeee
9 years ago
i mean but his abs are pretty impressive.
9 years ago
Dont Look Back - [School Boy Humor]
,<3 <3 <3
9 years ago
Once Anthony asked to take a picture with me and was like wait hold on I have to take my shirt off.....
I was just like Phil is hotter. Byyyeeeee
9 years ago
Drunk Chelsie started a blog and she is going to force Sober Chelsie to figure out what to do with it.
9 years ago
Pardon my french but HOLY SHIZZNIT.
Johnny is the epitome of a sex god.
Unf.
9 years ago
I was listening to this in the car yesterday. I found it on an old burned cd. My mom kept saying i know that voice but i cant place it so I just laughed.
9 years ago
I heard the singer was thhheeee worst!
9 years ago
I'll never see you the same
The veil has been lifted
Now I see you're gifted
My whole perspective has changed
Don't think I can't go back
Cause I will always desire it
9 years ago
Hahaha gosh my spelling is so bad today. That's what I get for trying to reply in between load screens.
But I wish all those bands I used to listen to back in the day would get back together for one giant reunion
9 years ago
I feel like the music around 09 was legit perfect. So many amazing bands putting out quality music then they all just disappeared.
9 years ago
I would say like up until 2012
9 years ago
I'll never see you the same
The veil has been lifted
Now I see you're gifted
My whole perspective has changed
Don't think I can't go back
Cause I will always desire it
9 years ago
I think one left the group and they sorta faded...i havent seen anything in ages from them. Could also be that I follow to much to see it all.
9 years ago
Hahaha gosh my spelling is so bad today. That's what I get for trying to reply in between load screens.
But I wish all those bands I used to listen to back in the day would get back together for one giant reunion
9 years ago
I'll never see you the same
The veil has been lifted
Now I see you're gifted
My whole perspective has changed
Don't think I can't go back
Cause I will always desire it
9 years ago
hahahahahahha! Was still fun though...and that two rebels youtube acoustic version they had....omg! perfection
9 years ago
What ever happened to theme
lol
9 years ago
Once again, @wijangco12 and I have to read some interesting stuff for our English class. #trolls
9 years ago
So far, it's okay. I've only read three chapters, which isn't a big chunk of the book at all.
9 years ago
Let me know if you learn something awesome!
9 years ago
I'll never see you the same
The veil has been lifted
Now I see you're gifted
My whole perspective has changed
Don't think I can't go back
Cause I will always desire it
9 years ago
Omg that was my faavorite thing to do! I thought I was cool cause I knew it so well in concert. lol
9 years ago
I tried doing it in the shower once and almost died.
9 years ago
Once again, @wijangco12 and I have to read some interesting stuff for our English class. #trolls
9 years ago
This actually seems like it would he an interesting read.