@iluvmusic89
Just 25 year old female who loves music more than life itself. I eat breathe and sleep music. Not only as a listener but as a former player. I play, clarinet, guitar, piano, and a dable of drums.
Melanie Martinez - Dollhouse (Official Music Video)She's the perfect amount of creepy, unique, and great
9 years ago
I love this video. I loved her on the voice. I liked how unique her voice was.
9 years ago
Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays - [Issues]
For my birthday im treating myself to punk rock Christmas its beautiful
9 years ago
"A product of a free world, take wing over the coast of a better day, I'm stuck in my dark days, but I can be stronger than you remember, we're coming up on December, but I'm not cold"
9 years ago
The Realist - [Issues]
omggg newwww musiccc hurryyyyyyy! <3 I need to see this live. They are too good.
9 years ago
Keep In Mind Transmogrification Is A New Technology- [Mayday Parade]
1 WEEK TILL RELEASE DAY! PS: My Mayday stuff will only increase lol
9 years ago
Im having such a major struggle right now internally. It hurts more so much but at the same time I feel numb to it. I try not to be a negative person because ive been to the darkside and survived such crazy things in life but I have such a negative outlook at this point. Ive spent a majority of my life taking a said 'family members' negativity towards me. The kind of negativity where digs are thrown constantly and its assumed I do nothing. I finally after years defended myself the other day and then was attacked by not just one but two 'family members' where it was again said I do nothing. My birthday is coming up and it was asked if I wanted to invite them or not and I sit here struggling for the words somewhat and struggling to have a positive mind. Do I invite the person or persons who bring negativity into my life every single time they are around to dinner to celebrate or do I do what is best for me and not. Im struggling with whats right and what is best for me personally. :/
9 years ago
Kind of what I've been thinking about it all. I guess I just care too much in some ways to give up :/
9 years ago
I know the feeling. I have a bad reputation for bending over backwards for people who don't deserve it, but it gets to the point where you have to take care of yourself and your well being first. No one should make you feel less then you're worth.
9 years ago
So true. I think I just need time away from the situation to really let it pass me by and move on from it.
9 years ago
Im having such a major struggle right now internally. It hurts more so much but at the same time I feel numb to it. I try not to be a negative person because ive been to the darkside and survived such crazy things in life but I have such a negative outlook at this point. Ive spent a majority of my life taking a said 'family members' negativity towards me. The kind of negativity where digs are thrown constantly and its assumed I do nothing. I finally after years defended myself the other day and then was attacked by not just one but two 'family members' where it was again said I do nothing. My birthday is coming up and it was asked if I wanted to invite them or not and I sit here struggling for the words somewhat and struggling to have a positive mind. Do I invite the person or persons who bring negativity into my life every single time they are around to dinner to celebrate or do I do what is best for me and not. Im struggling with whats right and what is best for me personally. :/
9 years ago
Just because they're family doesn't mean they'll treat you right. You are not going to get along with everyone in your family.
If other people are noticing enough to ask you if you want to invite them, the answer should be no.
"Family" doesn't mean everything if they're not going to respect you. Life is too short to surround yourself with negativity and things that bring you down.
9 years ago
Kind of what I've been thinking about it all. I guess I just care too much in some ways to give up :/
9 years ago
Im having such a major struggle right now internally. It hurts more so much but at the same time I feel numb to it. I try not to be a negative person because ive been to the darkside and survived such crazy things in life but I have such a negative outlook at this point. Ive spent a majority of my life taking a said 'family members' negativity towards me. The kind of negativity where digs are thrown constantly and its assumed I do nothing. I finally after years defended myself the other day and then was attacked by not just one but two 'family members' where it was again said I do nothing. My birthday is coming up and it was asked if I wanted to invite them or not and I sit here struggling for the words somewhat and struggling to have a positive mind. Do I invite the person or persons who bring negativity into my life every single time they are around to dinner to celebrate or do I do what is best for me and not. Im struggling with whats right and what is best for me personally. :/
9 years ago
So I'm sure I will forget some great album releases coming but.
Mayday Parade
Simple Plan
Marianas Trench
One Direction
Justin Bieber
5 Seconds Of Summer
excuse me while I die. Im mostly excited for MP, SP and MT.
9 years ago
Midnight Memories [One Direction]
I had an I miss Zayn moment and landed on this song which started a sing along.
9 years ago
Dont Look Back - [School Boy Humor]
,<3 <3 <3
9 years ago
thats why the dad bod is a thing now because everyone is tired of hot jerks.
9 years ago
lololol. Its a trend that will die soon anyways. health kicks are all the rage now
9 years ago
Dont Look Back - [School Boy Humor]
,<3 <3 <3
9 years ago
I'm just kidding. I know what you're saying. He was so arrogant and full of himself.
9 years ago
yep! most with a good body are though lolol.
9 years ago
Dont Look Back - [School Boy Humor]
,<3 <3 <3
9 years ago
but it means nothing if you are full of it and flaunt it all time lol. still <3 him though and the rest of that group but eh.
9 years ago
lololol
9 years ago
Dont Look Back - [School Boy Humor]
,<3 <3 <3
9 years ago
but it means nothing if you are full of it and flaunt it all time lol. still <3 him though and the rest of that group but eh.
9 years ago
Dont Look Back - [School Boy Humor]
,<3 <3 <3
9 years ago
Once Anthony asked to take a picture with me and was like wait hold on I have to take my shirt off.....
I was just like Phil is hotter. Byyyeeeee
9 years ago
I always thought Anthony tried too hard. lol